Tuesday, December 23, 2008

why i write

everything, shallow and deep...I'm just everything i am all the time....
and its noticeable. inconsistently consistent... unpredictably predictable!

its a possession...i don't have a choice...gift and curse!

its like u know how everyone has 5 senses, how some people say can talk to angels and God, how magicians do, how fortune tellers do.... how animals sense things...i have this voice, my soul has a voice... i don't sit and make shit rhyme, or pre meditate, its always there, talks all the time, even now, people say i have a way with words its just that i know alot of words and like explaining fully what i wanna say...soul to soul, that's y i like people receiving my writes the way they feel them. what u feel is what i mean...
it registers everything all the time, we are friends and enemies... doesn't fancy my mind too much...lol! or my ex-housemate!(OK that was just for thrills)
true always...and can knock me down on my hands and knees clutching on a pencil, writing on a napkin...its so deep that wen it has to write it has to write...I've written so many pieces, my hand numb from being slower than it speaks, where i break down and cry after documentation!
yo...i write every where, anything!
I've gone months before without writing, OMG i thought i was gonna die, i felt dead, my soul was hurting, i was numb...was not myself or my i had written so much of wat i was feeling, that i wasn't feeling...and i always see it go, n come back...she plays tricks on me...
the more i listen n accept the more i hear, the louder she gets, used to think it was just me...nah! she loves explaining...her 1st and Passion is written word, its a choice, for people willing and ready to accept and receive...we get loud though sometimes....
hahahaha! sorry, we get carried away! but this is why i write!
sealed in the package wen i was delivered!!

Gino Obuseng

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